I am sorry about that.
I know what I did to you.
I loved you like your mother does
but a girl in myself expected you more.
I wanted to be a girl if I was with you.
You also wanted to be a son in front of me.
I am sorry that I cannot let you be like that.
I think I made efforts too much.
I pretended to be your mother.
A girl in myself just hated that way.
I don't want your love in that way.
That's everything. That's the fact.
The love you gave me was not what I really wanted. I appreciated it but I was not happy.
That's why I can leave you so easily.
I can love you the way you want me to love you, if you are one of the others.
I wish your happiness like your mother.
Be happy, son.
I have been and will be thinking about you forever.
Just let me go, son.